Wii Fit Plus.

So far today has been super, super boring. Kayelynn had me up from 4:30 to 6. Then she was back up at 8. Then finally at 9:30 I decided I was just going to get up. I got McDonald's for breakfast, then fed Kayelynn again, and then played Wii Fit Plus for an hour. =] That was a workout. Lol. I haven't played in a while and I decided not to take it easy. My arms are killing me. I'm so out of shape. I really want to go to the park or something and go on a walk with Kayelynn, but I haven't decided which park to go to. I guess I might just walk around the apartment complex for an hour or so... After I take my shower. I feel gross from exercising. I can not wait until summer is here and it's time to go swimming! That time can not come fast enough.

I should clean my house to, that's probably what I'll do when we get back from our walk. It's so boring without Seth and Paige here... They went to their mom's yesterday for the first time in two weeks. It feels funny now. Lol. Well, this is going to be short and sweet I guess because I have absolutely nothing to write about right now. Maybe more later. 

Time flies.

It really seems like just yesterday I was still huge and pregnant! It was so weird going from feeling a baby kicking inside me to nothing at all. I miss it. I still remember waiting to find out whether it was a boy or a girl. I cried when I found out she was a she, I was so happy! I looked at my baby clothes over and over again. I must have repacked her hospital bag a hundred times! I could not wait to have her. I went into labor 3 weeks and one day early. Well, I'm not exactly sure when my labor started.... But on March 4th, 2010 she was finally here! The feeling when I got to hold her for the first time was unbelievable. Simply amazing.

Now it's so hard to believe that she is already 8 weeks old! She FINALLY fits into 0-3 months, thank goodness. I was really getting tired of having to put the same newborn outfits on her time and time again. Lol. Now I have so much more to pick from! I love dressing her up and putting little headband on her... Well, I guess I shouldn't say little headbands since they are bigger than her head. Lol. I can't wait for the weather to stay warm so I can put her in all of her summer dresses and everything. She has so many outfits I'm going to have to change her a million times a day so that she can actually wear all of them!

As of right now Seth and Paige finally like her. It took a while. Paige was extremely jealous and wanted nothing to do with her at first. Seth was a little freaked out that she wasn't in my belly anymore. Lol. Now they both call her 'honey' It's so cute! She'll start crying and Paige will say "Awe, Honey." I love it. I also love dressing Paige and Kayelynn in matching dresses and stuff. They look so cute and Paige thinks it's the coolest thing ever! It's so much fun having them all here. Paige tries giving everything she can to Kayelynn. I have to keep a constant eye on her so she wont stick a dirty binky in her mouth or something.

Wow. It's amazing how much Seth and Paige have grown since coming into my life. I really can't believe how little they used to be! Paige couldn't even walk and still used a bottle and Seth was still in diapers! They both look the exact same though... Only bigger and less babyish. It cracks me up to think about it. I love them to death. I wish we could just have full custody and they'd never have to leave ever. =[ I can't wait until Paige's birthday! Last year she didn't even really know that it was her birthday.. But this year I'm going to make sure she has the best day ever! Tons of presents! =-] And Seth's birthday too, even though that's uber far away. I can't believe he's going to be 4!!

Time is going by so fast right now. I can't believe it! Hopefully this summer is amazing, as I plan to make it. 

It's funny how things turn out.

March 4th, 2010 was easily the best day of my life. On this day at 9:29 PM, I got to meet my baby girl for the first time. Weighing 6 lbs 11 oz and 19 inches long, she was absolutely perfect. I couldn't help but to smile and cry when the doctor laid her on my chest for the very first time. As I looked in to her little eyes I thought to myself: this is what love is.

Lets rewind to April 23rd, 2005. I was at the skating rink with my best friend, Heather. We never skated, just preferred to walk around and look at all the boys. (We were only 14.) While watching everyone skate, a certain someone caught me eye. I told Heather about my discovery and she dared me to yell and tell him I thought he was cute... So I did. Two minutes later he skated up to me and later on that night asked me out. We dated for a whole 4 1/2 months before having a totally devastating breakup. ;)

In May of 2006 while at the hospital with my mom who had just given birth to my little sister, Brian called and asked me to go to his prom with him. I was beyond happy. I had always remembered the summer we went out as the best summer of my life, still do. Anyway I said yes and had 3 days to try to get a dress to wear. Finally the day of the dance arrived, Brian and his Grandpa picked me up and we went to the prom. It was fun... but a little awkward since it had been 8 months since we had last talked. When Brian took me home that night I honestly thought we were going to get back together... I finally heard from Brian, he said that someone told him I was hanging out with other guys and that it wasn't going to work. Again, I was devastated. I moved on.

In July of 2006 I started dating a guy named Nate. Nate and Brian went to the same school. A few months later I found out through Nate that Brian's girlfriend had a baby.... That's the reason he didn't want to talk after prom, he found out she was pregnant. Again my heart was broke.... He was 17! I thought about him all the time, Heather and I recalled that summer almost every night on the phone. December 2008 Nate and I broke up.

February 2009 I was with Heather and my friend Adam going to see Twilight for the millionth time. We had a little time to kill before the movie started to we decided to go to Wal-Mart and walk around. While at Wal-Mart Heather and I spot Brian, of all people. We started talking to him and we exchange numbers. We started talking and hanging out. Brian now has 2 kids. Seth who is 2 1/2 and Paige whole is 9 months. That doesn't bother me though, I love kids. On March 17th, 2009 Brian asked me out. A very short time after that we moved in to my mom's house together (I was 18) and then in July we got our own place. Late August was when I found out I was pregnant. I was so excited.

Now, Seth is 3 1/2 Paige will be 2 next month and Kayelynn is 8 weeks old today. We have the perfect little family and I couldn't be happier. It's just so funny how things work out. I never in a million years would have thought that I was going to be engaged to Brian and have a child with him.