Masyn.

Wow. I cannot believe that Saturday Masyn is going to be 4! It seems like just yesterday I was finding out I was going to have a little sister! It's simply amazing how fast time goes by. It doesn't even seem right that she is going to be four years old! We're going to her birthday party on Saturday. It's a Dora and Diego theme, so Seth and Paige will for sure love it. Lol. I got her the cutest Tinker Bell outfit! She likes Tinker Bell too. =] She takes after her big sister. I'm pretty excited to see how her party turns out. All of my step-dad's family is going to be there and usually where they are all there it makes for an interesting time. Lol.

Tomorrow my baby girl is going to be 2 months old! That's another thing I just can't wrap my head around. I can't believe it's already been 2 whole months since I gave birth to her! She's getting so big! She weighs 9.1 pounds now. She's starting to discover her voice, so she coo's and stuff now. She also smiles a ton! Today she kept smiling whenever I would kiss her face. It was honestly one of the cutest things I've ever seen. Also, she slept for 5 hours straight last night. It was so freaking awesome. Lol. I haven't slept that good in a really long time... I'm hoping that she does it again tonight. That would be the best! I bet it's not going to happen though, she's been in a crybaby mood today. Lol.

Brian and I have been arguing a ton lately and I hate it. I know it's mostly my fault because I've been so exhausted lately that I just snap at him... But I'm trying so hard not to argue! I hate arguing with him. =[ I just wish that he would just realize that I'm so tired. He thinks that I'm not just because I get to stay home all day while he works... But taking care of Kayelynn is a 24/7 job that never gives me a break... And that's only her. That's not even including when Seth and Paige are here... Then it's times 3 and a half. He does do so much for me though and I am truly blessed to have him as my fiance. He means the world to me, I just forget to show it sometimes.

Mother's Day is on Sunday!! My very first one! I'm so excited. That's a picture of me and my Mom on my fourth birthday. =] I have the bestest Mommy in the world! We may have argued when I was living at home but that's because we are just about identical so we used to butt heads a lot! Lol. I love her so much! It's also her first Mother's Day as a Grandma!!So, we got her some cards, I already gave her her gift though, I'm really bad at keeping people's presents from them, I always give it to them early, I just can't help it! I'm the worst. 

 I want another tattoo. I'm thinking of getting the names "Seth Paige Kayelynn" on the outside of my right foot... And then Kayelynn's foot and hand print somewhere on me with her birthday and initials... I just haven't decided wear yet. Lol.I also want my old body back... I was pregnant with Kayelynn in that picture... You can see my rubber band on my pants so they would fit. Lol. Not even fair. =[ I'm trying to get back into shape though. I've gained a ton of weight since I had Kayelynn... Which is kinda backwards. It's so weird though. I hate it. Hopefully I get into shape fast! Lol. I want to wear my new bikini.