I really don't know what to feel. Lol. I mean, at one end I'm so super excited. I'm also worried though. I'm not worried that I can't handle it, because I know I can. I'm not worried about being pregnant and giving birth because I love the whole process of it. The only thing I'm worried about is what people are going to think since it's going to be Brian's 4th. We already can't go anywhere without people saying "You know what causes that right." It's ridiculous.
Seriously, we take care of our kids. We make enough money to support them. (Well, Brian does.) They get bathed. They have a ton of clothes and toys. They are well behaved. They never get left with a babysitter. They are always with us, except for when Seth and Paige are with their mom. Kayelynn has spent the night away from me 2 times, and she will be 18 months in a little over a week. Once time was because I had to work with Brian super early and I didn't want to drag her out of the house at 4 in the morning to take her to my mom's. The other was on Brian's 21st birthday party because I didn't want her here with everyone drinking. When we go to get married it will be the longest Kayelynn has ever been away from me.
I hate that people have to make comments. I see girls/women all the time with kids that they can't take care of and that they pawn off constantly. I'm not talking leaving their kids for school or work. I mean leaving them because they say they need a break. It pisses me off so bad.
Anyway. According to my pregnancy app I am 5 weeks 3 days pregnant. And due on April 20th. But, I don't know for sure when the first day of my last period is so I'll have to wait until I go to the doctor to know for sure.
Pretty much everyone knows now, family wise that is. Except for my dad. I'm scared to tell him. Lol. Everyone is super excited though.
And 8 days until the wedding.
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Try not to worry about what other people think girl. You know that you guys are good parents, and that is all that matters.
ReplyDeleteI hate that it is perfectly fine for someone who is 40 to have 4 kids, but if someone is in their twenties with 4 kids it is automatically looked down upon. That makes no since to me. Age shouldn't matter as long as people are good parents.
Just ignore them though.. people like that are ignorant.
Me and Drew get that ALL the time. Even from our parents. Our kids have NEVER been away from us over night...well except whenni had the youngest but daddy was with them.so what if it is Brians 4th...he is very blessed!!!! A bunch of little hearts that love him!!! What could be better. We really want a fourth and we just turned 22. I wanted to have my 4th at 22. People think were crazy but I don't care. We(Drew) provide a nice roof over their head,nice clothes, toys, etc! They are well behaved(they do have their moments) and are always clean! We have NO help from anyone. We are also both in school working our butts off to provide for them even better! Drew works full time also and I take care of the babies. My 3 yr old is already starting to read!!! So screw people and their retarded comments!
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