I can start out by saying that life sucks right this very second... That's a given'.
Brian lost his job. His awesome... Amazing... Well paying.... Job.. It's gone. So now it's back to landscaping for him.. And back to me looking for a job. It sucks. I'm most likely going to end up finding a job an hour away so my mom can babysit.. I have no once else willing too. Plus, she'll do it for free. It costs us 20 dollars in gas to get to and from her house once though... So I could easily be spending 100 or more in gas A WEEK... So I would have to find a job that is actually worth it. A job paying minimum wage after taxes equals out to around 115 dollars after taxes and gas... So hopefully I can find something a little better. I don't know though. Day care is AT LEAST 200 dollars a week.. Can not afford that.
I guess we're going to try calling the guy I got my car from to see if we can trade it in for something smaller so gas doesn't suck as bad. It takes 95 to fill up.. And that is horrible. I'm hoping I can find some kids to babysit.. Then I could still be home with Kayelynn and wouldn't even have to worry about gas. I don't know anyone who lives around here though. I wish my focus would have never broken down!
Ugh. I am just so stressed out right now. Things were going soooo perfect!
Oh no:( that is stressful. I've been there. I made an add on Craigslist and needed up watching a little girl for a year!
ReplyDeleteAww :( Will he get unemployeement? Hopefully you'll find something. Maybe a job at a day care? They usually pay more than minimum wage and give you a discount on childcare if you work at one.
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