Updates and ramdoms.

1st update: So, although I am still pretty upset, I am doing much better than I thought I would be. I've had a couple of crying episodes where I completely lose it, but other than that I'm okay. My mom found this quote, and I really like it. "An Angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth. And whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for earth."" Brian took Monday and Tuesday off of work. That helped a lot. Plus Kayelynn helped too. So I'm pretty much fine. I'll probably do a story about the details of the weekend any everything. I think that will help me too.  I have a doctors appointment on Monday for an ultrasound... I'm guessing it's to make sure I passed everything?? I don't really know.

2nd update: I think we are going to try again.. I know that that baby wasn't planned... but we were both so excited. And I would like to think that we could get that same little soul in a different body. Brian said he wants to try again as soon as the doctor okays it, which really shocked me. I figured he would want to wait a few years.  

3rd update: I'm going to get Kayelynn's Halloween costume today. As long as I don't see anything else I like better, she's being Elmo.  

I am also going to get a few Christmas presents. I have been searching the internet comparing prices and making notes. I haven't found much for Seth. I do know that I am getting them a kitchen. They LOVE to play with fake food and pretend to cook. So I'm getting the kitchen, some dishes, some food, maybe some aprons, and I'm thinking some sort of drawers or shelves to deep the food, cooking utensils, and dishes. I am also getting Kayelynn a cleaning set from Toys R Us and a toy vacuum.. I had them in the cart last time we went to Wal-Mart and put them back and decided to wait. She's also getting the Baby Alive that has the teeth and tooth brush. She loves feeding her babies and brushing her teeth.. Seems like a good idea. Lol.

But yea, other that the above nothing has been going on. Kayelynn climbed onto my kitchen table for the first time. Scared me to death. Seth is doing AMAZING in soccer. Oh and I decided that I am not going to buy anymore diapers for Kayelynn. She has 1 pack of 3's that I just bought 2 days ago. And then a pack of 4's that I accidentally bought a few months ago because I'm stupid and didn't pay attention to the size and just grabbed. Lol. But I figure we'll start potty training, and I can use the left over diapers for naps and bed time. Hopefully it works.


About a week ago she pulled down her pants, sat on her potty, and pooped. She still had her diaper on but it's the thought that counts, right?