I'm a copy cat. Here's my ten things.

1.) I am a control freak. Seriously I have to be in control of everything or I panic. Brian isn't even allowed to pick out the kids clothes or get them dressed because I think he's going to do it wrong and it scares me. It's a problem. And not only that... Kayelynn has drove in a car without me exactly one time.

2.) I hate when people make unnecessary noises. For example: Chewing, clapping, deep breathing, biting finger nails, ANY NOISE THAT CAN BE MADE WITH THE MOUTH. It drive me completely insane. 

3.) I get annoyed super easily. Brian annoys me the most. he does stuff on purpose just to annoy me. I can't stand it. It's gotten to the point where I just sit here and cry when he does it because I feel like I'm going to explode. 

4.) I love being a SAHM, but I seriously need to get out more. I can count on 1 and a half hands how many times I have left Kayelynn with a baby sitter, and half of those times were so I could help Brian work. Brian gets to get out of the house and go to the park and play basket ball with his friend Justin... If I get to go somewhere I have to take at least one child with me, it makes me so mad! I would love for Brian to offer to play with the kids on the playground so I could walk on the trail, but I have to tend to the kids while he's off having a good time playing basketball. It just annoys me because he has 3 kids and some how he thinks it's okay for him to get breaks and go have fun... Yet I am at home with the kids 24/7 with no breaks. I'm lucky if I get to shower.

5.) I lurve to read. I will seriously read 3 or 4 books in a week. I will read when I go to bed and before I know it it's 2 in the morning. I wont be able to put the book down. It's my only way to escape.

6.) I love candy. M&M's, skittles, Reese's, Twix, Snickers. Yummy. Maybe that's why I can't seem to lose this baby weight?? I do limit my candy. I love love love it but most of the time I refuse to buy it.

7.) I HATE the way I look. I try working out but there's only so much I can do at home with a child. I try to workout and it seems like as soon as I get started she's getting into something or she's waking up from her nap. It sucks because I seriously hate my weight. I wont let anyone take my picture. It's bad. It's gotten to the point that I never dress up or try to wear cute clothe because I know they aren't going to fit right. It's also making mine and Brian's relationship suck.

8.) I don't speak to my dad. I posted about out latest fight a while back. I've seen him once since then. I don't really plan on working things out with him. In the time we have been fighting he has seen Kayelynn once, and that was when he brought her her birthday present. He didn't even ask to hold her. >:[

9.) I am scared to death that something is going to happen to Kayelynn. I remember when she was born and we brought her home from the hospital I kind of freaked out. I couldn't sleep because I was stunned that I had this little life that was mine to take care of, I cried and cried. It may have been hormones, but it still worries me. I worry about her getting sick, or getting a disease. I also worry that I'm going to do a horrible job raising her.

10.) I love being organized but I hate cleaning. I HATE IT. I love doing laundry though. Lol. It takes me 5x longer to clean than the average person because I make a bigger mess first so I can re organize everything. It's bad. Lol.