Wedding.

I keep looking at my wedding ticker that I have on here, and laughing to myself. It's not going to happen. I know it's not. Not only do we have nothing planned, but we have absolutely no extra money to get married. Plus, the more I think about the cruise, the more I talk my self out of it. I would rather use any extra money to buy the kids their new beds/mattresses. Plus on top of our bills we still owe my Grandma another $3000 towards the money we have to give her for her letting us buy her house. So...Unless Brian agrees to just go to the court house and have a small wedding, not gonna happen.

Brian is going to be gone ALL DAY today. He left for work at 7:45.. He gets off work at 5:30 but then he has a meeting from 6:00 to 8:00 then his branch is going out to dinner until probably 10 or 11. So, that means I am here with the kids all by myself all day. I might go insane. I'm happy though because Brian is off tomorrow so he can go with me to take Seth to school and then take Paige home. That is hell to do by myself.