I'm back.

So I have thought long and hard about what I was going to say when I finally posted again. I have decided I am going to give the short version and not too many details so I don't have to re-live it again.

Long story short Brian went out with some coworkers on Friday night for dinner. I couldn't get a hold of him all night. I was getting super worried and wondering if I should be calling hospitals. I finally decided to get on Verizon so I could see the last person he talked to, so I could call them and find out where he was. I got the number and I texted. I said "who is this". They replied "who is this?" I said "Brian's fiance." Then they wouldn't text me back. So I called.... The voice mail picked up and it was a girl.... So I went back to Verizon and saw that he literally had been calling her on his breaks at work before he called me and was calling her on his way home and texting in the middle of the night... I WAS IRATE.

I finally got a hold of him and he said he drank too much and was at this guy he works with Andrew's sleeping on his couch and he didn't know where Andrew lived because Andrew drove him there. Then he said the girl was Jared's(Another guy he works with) Fiance and Jared used his phone to call her blah blah blah.

I took it upon myself the next day to text the whore and find out who she is. She told me Brian had slept on HER couch the night before and she was at the dinner that Brian SWORE ON HIS MOTHERS GRAVE that she was not at. I was beyond pissed. She claimed her and Brian were just friends and he had drank way too much so she made him sleep on her couch and that she is in a committed relationship, and that she knew Brian had kids blah blah.

I went off on Brian. I mean it's one thing to do it... But then he lied... Even when I knew he was lying. We decided that I was going to stay at Mom;s and he was going to go to his friend Justin's. The whole time he was at Justin's he drank and got to have a good time while I was miserable with a baby.

Finally I told him if you want this relationship to work we are going home and fixing this... Not trying to stay apart so you can act like it never happened. 

So we came home. We talked and worked through everything. I made him swear on the kids he would never talk to her again... And I let him know if he ever does something like this again Kayelynn and I will not be here waiting for an explanation, we will go to my mom's and live where I will get a job and save money for an apartment.

So as of right now everything is back to being good. We still have a few issues to work out. (I can't really trust him anymore.) So I told him he has to start proving to me that he wants to be in this relationship.

I am super relieved. I was crying all day on Saturday, nonstop. It sucked. I didn't sleep any on Friday night. Then on Saturday at Mom's Kayelynn was teething so she had me up until 3 and them my mom made me let her take her into the living room so I could sleep.. I slept until 8. It was horrible. On Sunday though Brian came to Mom's to bring me the playpin and my brother baby sat while we went on a little "date" and I got my tongue pierced. Then we came home Monday night. 

We got Seth and Paige yesterday. Now it is 11:01 and all the kids are still asleep.